Some body stop me...

Friday, March 31, 2006

Good read-I

Read this in one site... too gud...

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.

You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Idle thoughts...

Its been almost three years since i passed out of my UG... In the third year i had thought about going for higher education... infact i was closer to appearing for GRE and finally decided against going for MS... I am not sure if that was a wise decision then... but now i feel life would not have been any different if i had done my MS... instead of wasting my time on developing a module for my company i would have wasted it trying to find a theory to prove that prime numbers would always be prime...

Is it worth going for two more years of education... i mean it wud be fun to go thru the whole process of writing exams... and waiting anxiously for the results...celebrating the last exam with movie and party..etc...but will it be worth...well whatever it is i've planned to appear for a few of the supposedly competitive exams just for the fun of it...I have decided to bell the CAT to start with...

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Somethin is better than nothin...

Alright folks... the wait is over... i am gonna post something good today... yup you heard me right... somethin real cool... no no not about girls... n certainly not bout any new movie... wat then cringo... well lemme think... daba daba daba... dada dada dada... dibla dubla dooo... mm couldn't really think of anythin... may be i am growin old and me grey cells are dying...

no i am not... i am young n vibrant and i wanna suck the marrow outta life...hey wait a minute....a guy in IT industry talkin bout life... now thats wat i call over confidence... well nothin wrong with it... jus daydreamin...

For some reason i am in good mood 2day... i am in real good mood people... may be its the movie Madagascar...no no its the song more than the movie... you like to move it, move it... he like to move it, move it... she like to move it, move it... y'all like to...

Listen to this and feel hakuna matata... and those sasshy grooves by the hippo... oh man that drove me real crazy...

ok sorry i promised no movie stuff... so stoppin with that...couldn't resist myself from talkin bout Asin either... those eyes...those lips...those neck... and oh oh.. lemme stop here...
well now i've posted somethin that surely suits the topic of this post... ain't i smart...

Monday, March 20, 2006

A tribute...

These were words from a prof in University of Berkeley supporting the Classical status for Tamil... Posting it here though my North Indian friends would try to belittle this and would have counter arguments for each and every line in the beloe text....

April 11, 2000

Statement on the Status of Tamil as a Classical Language

Professor Maraimalai has asked me to write regarding the position of Tamil as a classical language, and I am delighted to respond to his request.

I have been a Professor of Tamil at the University of California, Berkeley, since 1975 and am currently holder of the Tamil Chair at that institution. My degree, which I received in 1970, is in Sanskrit, from Harvard, and my first employment was as a Sanskrit professor at the University of Wisconsin, Madison, in 1969. Besides Tamil and Sanskrit, I know the classical languages of Latin and Greek and have read extensively in their literatures in the original. I am also well-acquainted with comparative linguistics and the literatures of modern Europe (I know Russian, German, and French and have read extensively in those languages) as well as the literatures of modern India, which, with the exception of Tamil and some Malayalam, I have read in translation. I have spent much time discussing Telugu literature and its tradition with V. Narayanarao, one of the greatest living Telugu scholars, and so I know that tradition especially well. As a long-standing member of a South Asian Studies department, I have also been exposed to the richness of both Hindi literature, and I have read in detail about Mahadevi Varma, Tulsi, and Kabir.

I have spent many years -- most of my life (since 1963) -- studying Sanskrit. I have read in the original all of Kalidasa, Magha, and parts of Bharavi and Sri Harsa. I have also read in the original the fifth book of the Rig Veda as well as many other sections, many of the Upanisads, most of the Mahabharata, the Kathasaritsagara, Adi Sankara’s works, and many other works in Sanskrit.

I say this not because I wish to show my erudition, but rather to establish my fitness for judging whether a literature is classical. Let me state unequivocally that, by any criteria one may choose, Tamil is one of the great classical literatures and traditions of the world.

The reasons for this are many; let me consider them one by one.

First, Tamil is of considerable antiquity. It predates the literatures of other modern Indian languages by more than a thousand years. Its oldest work, the Tolkappiyam,, contains parts that, judging from the earliest Tamil inscriptions, date back to about 200 BCE. The greatest works of ancient Tamil, the Sangam anthologies and the Pattuppattu, date to the first two centuries of the current era. They are the first great secular body of poetry written in India, predating Kalidasa's works by two hundred years.

Second, Tamil constitutes the only literary tradition indigenous to India that is not derived from Sanskrit. Indeed, its literature arose before the influence of Sanskrit in the South became strong and so is qualitatively different from anything we have in Sanskrit or other Indian languages. It has its own poetic theory, its own grammatical tradition, its own esthetics, and, above all, a large body of literature that is quite unique. It shows a sort of Indian sensibility that is quite different from anything in Sanskrit or other Indian languages, and it contains its own extremely rich and vast intellectual tradition.

Third, the quality of classical Tamil literature is such that it is fit to stand beside the great literatures of Sanskrit, Greek, Latin, Chinese, Persian and Arabic. The subtlety and profundity of its works, their varied scope (Tamil is the only premodern Indian literature to treat the subaltern extensively), and their universality qualify Tamil to stand as one of the great classical traditions and literatures of the world. Everyone knows the Tirukkural, one of the world's greatest works on ethics; but this is merely one of a myriad of major and extremely varied works that comprise the Tamil classical tradition. There is not a facet of human existence that is not explored and illuminated by this great literature.

Finally, Tamil is one of the primary independent sources of modern Indian culture and tradition. I have written extensively on the influence of a Southern tradition on the Sanskrit poetic tradition. But equally important, the great sacred works of Tamil Hinduism, beginning with the Sangam Anthologies, have undergirded the development of modern Hinduism. Their ideas were taken into the Bhagavata Purana and other texts (in Telugu and Kannada as well as Sanskrit), whence they spread all over India. Tamil has its own works that are considered to be as sacred as the Vedas and that are recited alongside Vedic mantras in the great Vaisnava temples of South India (such as Tirupati). And just as Sanskrit is the source of the modern Indo-Aryan languages, classical Tamil is the source language of modern Tamil and Malayalam. As Sanskrit is the most conservative and least changed of the Indo-Aryan languages, Tamil is the most conservative of the Dravidian languages, the touchstone that linguists must consult to understand the nature and development of Dravidian.

In trying to discern why Tamil has not been recognized as a classical language, I can see only a political reason: there is a fear that if Tamil is selected as a classical language, other Indian languages may claim similar status. This is an unnecessary worry. I am well aware of the richness of the modern Indian languages -- I know that they are among the most fecund and productive languages on earth, each having begotten a modern (and often medieval) literature that can stand with any of the major literatures of the world. Yet none of them is a classical language. Like English and the other modern languages of Europe (with the exception of Greek), they rose on preexisting traditions rather late and developed in the second millennium. The fact that Greek is universally recognized as a classical language in Europe does not lead the French or the English to claim classical status for their languages.

To qualify as a classical tradition, a language must fit several criteria: it should be ancient, it should be an independent tradition that arose mostly on its own not as an offshoot of another tradition, and it must have a large and extremely rich body of ancient literature. Unlike the other modern languages of India, Tamil meets each of these requirements. It is extremely old (as old as Latin and older than Arabic); it arose as an entirely independent tradition, with almost no influence from Sanskrit or other languages; and its ancient literature is indescribably vast and rich.

It seems strange to me that I should have to write an essay such as this claiming that Tamil is a classical literature -- it is akin to claiming that India is a great country or Hinduism is one of the world's great religions. The status of Tamil as one of the great classical languages of the world is something that is patently obvious to anyone who knows the subject. To deny that Tamil is a classical language is to deny a vital and central part of the greatness and richness of Indian culture.


(Signed:)
George L. Hart
Professor of Tamil
Chair in Tamil Studies

Sunday, March 05, 2006

IT's a mad mad world...

Days are becoming darker... the shadow of mordor is fast moving over the land... The elven kings have fled the land and deserted Asin... it is upto me to save Asin and the human race... for I am the last king of the humans...
The age of elves is over... now it is up to mw to defeat the dark lord to start the age of kings... After wandering amongst the woods Asin finally meets me... her eyes glitter with tears... the moment is too emotional for words... we speak thru our eyes...

At the same time not far off, the eye of the dark lord is moving fast... he smells romance in the
air...

I move closer to Asin now... and when i am about to lock my lips with hers i receive a message from the dark lord himself..."what is the status of the issue 70076?"... and the image of Asin vaporises... holy crap... if only he had waited for 2 more minutes...

Falling asleep at work... great...
Getting to dream about Asin in that... Out of the world...
Getting nagged by your manager... IT world...

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Whats with me???

I donno wats happening to me... In my last visit i could not stay for three months... i was dying to go back to India... the last one month was real horrible for me... and i thought i will never return to US... but my lead forced me to come back to US of A... She said it will be for a period of 6 months and after a little hesitation i agreed... that was before 5 months... and now i feel like this is my home town... My visit has been extended and i will be here for the next 2 months and i donno why i am happy about that... may be its because all my friends are here or are going to be here... may be its because i am away from my worries when i am in US (kinda escapism...) i am really not sure... or maybe my clients and managers make me feel more important... it is a feel good factor and i am not sure how long it is gonna last... will have to wait and see...