Whats with me???

I donno wats happening to me... In my last visit i could not stay for three months... i was dying to go back to India... the last one month was real horrible for me... and i thought i will never return to US... but my lead forced me to come back to US of A... She said it will be for a period of 6 months and after a little hesitation i agreed... that was before 5 months... and now i feel like this is my home town... My visit has been extended and i will be here for the next 2 months and i donno why i am happy about that... may be its because all my friends are here or are going to be here... may be its because i am away from my worries when i am in US (kinda escapism...) i am really not sure... or maybe my clients and managers make me feel more important... it is a feel good factor and i am not sure how long it is gonna last... will have to wait and see...